— fri(end)s forever!

After dealing with lots of failed friendships in my life, I made a promise to myself to never get too close to anyone. I'd have friends but not best friends. I wouldn't share my problems so they couldn't use them against me.

[ ★ ] 04/03/2023

Quit doubting your place on my list of priorities,

Why does he text me first but when I never text first he gets mad?

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ㅤ Elliot :: Wool :: 🐮

it is wild that how many times I've imagined meeting her for real! Like, I catch myself dreaming about us traveling the world, having cats, and dancing to boombaysh together. It's like a big goal for me. No matter how long it takes, I just want to finally meet her and go on a date with her.

The awkwardness disappeared the moment I shared my problem with her. The emotional barrier broke, and we were able to be ourselves, enjoying each other's true selves. I can't forget our nugu era, haha, we were so self-conscious, so chaotic.

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Now that I think about it, it all makes sense. And then this happened, the best New Year's Eve present I ever got.

Viyella is, in fact, a fabric. Yes, you heard it right, it is a fabric which is created by mixing two other fabrics, Wool and Cotton. Like I mentioned earlier, these are our nicknames. Cotton for ckoo and wool for Elliot. When we blend together and become one, it's called Viyella.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ㅤ Some heartwarming texts

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Isn't it pretty? Viyella is combining the softness of cotton with the warmth and durability of wool. As ckoo is not typically a soft person but with me she is, And I'm someone who mostly leave people but with her I stayed strong ✨

Then it marks this day.

Everyone has their own list of priorities,

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Months passed, and we interacted more and more, sometimes in comments and in DMs too. Every time she messaged me, I replied immediately. I don't know why I did it when I find it really difficult to interact in DMs. I often leave people on read and ghost them, but it wasn't the same with Ckoo.

When I first became friends with Cotton, I had the same plan. I thought I'd leave her. I told her we weren't forever. I'd get busy one day and not reply. She didn't asked or said anything; like she knew that once I fell for her, I'd never let go.

She's like the perfect remedy for all my troubles; she always has the best solutions that make my problems vanish in a moment. It blows my mind how clever she is. And never doubt her intelligence. She's one of the smartest people I've ever met! She remembers everything, every single tinyword I've ever said. Sometimes I'm like, “How did you know that?” and she's like, “gurl, you told me that.” lmao

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She was dealing with her own real-life struggles, and I was going through a lot too. She didn't walk away from me; she told me that if breaking up with her brought me happiness, she'd try to be happy too. She said if I ever felt like coming back, she'd be right there waiting for me. She made sure I knew I wasn't alone during that dark period.

And seriously, someone needs to let this woman know how stunning she is! Every time she pops up in my dreams, my eyes widen, and I see the most beautiful girl ever. Even though she doesn't have a face or body in my dream since I've never seen her, but I know for sure that whenever I finally meet her, she'll replace that dream image with her real face. And even then, I'll gasp and think she's the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ㅤ Ckoo :: Cotton :: 🐱

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[ ★ ] Why Us?

Maybe I'll always be on yours

Whoever's reading this now must be thinking, “Oh my gosh, it's so silly, like everyone does that marriage thingy on Discord, it's just for fun.” Yes, you're right, it's fun and not that serious, but this means so much to me. I married her, even though it's just a marriage bot. It matters because of how close we became after this. It matters because now, it wasn't just for my life problem where I wanted her help; it became about us. For wool and cotton (our nicknames for each other).

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This beautiful girl just knows how to brighten my day, knows how to make me feel better. Every time we chat, my cheeks hurt from smiling so much. She says exactly what I need to hear. Trying to explain how much she means to me in this short post is impossible. I could go on and on about her without taking a breath.

[ ★ ] Viyella [ wool + cotton ]

We both shared our pasts, present, and future. We became best friends, or maybe more than that. And the way we celebrated our each anniversary every month on the same day either posting about it in our personal space or just wishing each other. (Why do we sounds like old couples tho)

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[ ★ ] 27/02/2023

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ㅤ Miss Ckoo & elliot

But baby, you will always be on mine!

We now told, by Senator Grassley, that on the FBI form about the Biden bribery story, there is a Burisma exec who says he has 17 tapes of his deal with the Biden. 15 of Hunter and 2 of Joe Biden? What would this do to Hunter/Joe Biden if released?

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ㅤ Ship name :: Viyella

I want to hold onto this friendship for a lifetime, even though it seems impossible for online friends. But this dream of ours, I want to keep it alive.

Every single moment is special actually. We make tons of memories every time. And yeah, we even hit a milestone by chatting non-stop for 6 hours.

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So, I started keeping things to myself, staying away. Every time I made a friend, I knew I'd drift away eventually. I'd never get too attached, so we'd both avoid getting hurt.

[ ★ ] 01/01/2023

^us during Valentines

Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support. I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized. he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that. he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened. he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence. i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction. after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly. things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it. we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe … our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far? this has upset me so much its hard to even function.

For 3 months of me joining K-Quora, I wanted to become friends with her. It was really hard as I'm an introvert. But finally, I broke the ice and DM'd her for the first time in my life, and that was the starting point of our friendship, 26th September of 2022. Even though we only had a formal talk, it really ignited our journey from there.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ㅤ Us being questionable :: there are many but I just can't expose us yk 🥺

[ ★ ] My Cotton

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It hit me hard when I realized how much I needed her. If I don't go back, I know I'll carry that regret with me forever. Leaving her would mean losing a piece of myself. I love her so much that I can't ever think about leaving her again.

But I was so damn sure about my plan. So, I went ahead and ended things with her last November. I swear I didn't wanted to do that. I never wanted to leave her but I just couldn't accept it that time. It was a really tough for both of us.

We laugh together, comfort each other, argue over silly things, and have the deepest chats on different topics that make us sound like brainiacs 🤓. Even though our personalities are total opposites, it's super fun to see life from each other's view. Well It's funny cause at first, it was tough for us to get each other, but now we know each other's personalities better than our own.

Why? Because I thought, and still think, that no friendship lasts forever. They break, people find new pals, move on, and forget you. I can't handle the pain of broken friendships; I've been hurt before.

Baby, your name is the only one written on that list.

I can't forget the time when we had a crush on each other. We were in a situationship. I got jealous when she talked to other friends, and the same went for me. We still get jealous lmao; we haven't changed a bit.

Yes, initially, it was because I loved the way she protected Blackpink. It was wholesome; I never met anyone who had this much passion for Blackpink. But little by little, I found myself getting more drawn to her.

Our story is special because of the different layers of our friendship. We've gone through many stages within the span of knowing each other for over 2 years and been the closest of friends for more than a year.

Even though we were already friends, something felt off, like we needed to move from being regular friends to “you means the world to me.” It all started when I messaged her on Discord because I needed help with something, and the issue was... well, I won't spill tea here. Anyway, it was hilarious. Like, seriously funny.

[ ★ ] 26/08/2022

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ㅤ( Nickname & Animal )

Ah, where do I even start with this amazing girl? She's like my safe corner, seriously the best person in the world. I can't even picture anyone like her; she's one in a million.

You don't get it, you just don't. What she means to me is hard to explain. I'm not even sure if I'm head over heels in love with her (like for real) or if she's just my best friend. She's someone I'd go to the ends of the earth for; if she asked for my life, I'd give it to her without a second thought. That's how much she means to me.

I don't remember exactly when I noticed her being amazing on this site. As she was one of the kuorans i really admired.

Sometimes it was tough tho. We both have different personalities, which made it hard to understand each other's emotions at that time. We argued over silly things. We cried. But we eventually made it through. I never thought after all that we would end up together, but as time passed, we realized that we just couldn't grow apart. There's no chance!

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ㅤ AAAA THIS IS SO CUTE